i really don't know why, but still out of it. i might as well work on the game while I'm out of it (story wise, can't really do Gimp on this piece of shit.) so who knows. anyway, i've been feeling kinda blue cause of the shit people do.

Jasons a asshole half the time, so i don't even answer his calls half the time (he bitches about work and whatnot.) then there's people who bitch about school, and all i can do is listen to the bitcheness cause i don't go to school anymore! and that's just the tip of the iceberg here people!

alot of people piss me off, and i mean alot, even my friends find a way to do it. but i really only have like 3 friends now that i keep in touch, er...4, and 2 out of the 4 just boil my piss to the limit. i don't know why, they just find a way i say.

and note that they really don't know what i've been up to, but THEY bitch to ME. god damn, i don't bitch to any to them (for the most part, i keep it to myself cause it's not their problem.) but for the love of god, im not fucking Dr. Phil. i mean fuck, people just IM me now if they want something.

so that's why im out of it. i might be the only one who feels this way, but there, i bitched. like i said though, there is only 2 people who don't piss me off. (you know who ya are. X3)
till then folks, till fucken then.

comic updates!

first of all, I'm sorry that i have not posted in awhile, though i don't think anyone reads this. anyway, i have a title to the comic, which i decided to call it "Akuma" anyway, I'm doing a event so that i can get better at drawing. i call it "draw a day". I'm doing this till the end of the year, but I'm only posting it on DA, so check it out.

another note, i'm writing a prequel of Akuma, instead of a comic, I'm writing it as a novel, and once more only on DA. you can view it here

http://somerandomguy25.deviantart.com/art/Prequel-Akuma-Chapter-1-143110467

i think i did a good job on it, but i don't really know anymore writers out there, so i hope its good. its the first serious novel I'm doing and i well finish it probably before the end of the year. hell, maybe before the end of this month if lucky.

anyway, check it out, if you like it, comment, if not, still comment, tell me what you think and how i can improve my writing skills. til then folks, til then.

Bogy colored!

unlike DA, i can swear like a sailor.

i did not shade it cause this DUMBASS FUCKING COMPUTER IS SO FUCKING SLOW THAT IT LAGS GIMP, MAKING IT ALMOST IMFUCKINGPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO SHADE THE DAMN PICTURE! I MEAN FOR FUCK SAKES, EVERYTHING IS CLOSE AND IT STILL LAGS! I WAS SO CLOSE OF THROWING THIS DAMN PIECE OF SHIT OUT THE FUCKING WINDOW!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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k, im better now, anyway, hope you enjoy the colored pic.

Bogy...Inked!

yes, i got it inked!! anyway, same picture as last time, just inked...
anyway, i posted it at my DA as well, so go check it out there as well to support i guess, DA name is somerandomguy25.

Bogy..yay!

i just darken it in with pencil, though i still need to outline it, but stupid ass Gimp is being a ASS! so is this computer, but i got it to run a bit....faster.

anyway, hope you enjoy.

happy bloody Halloween y'all.

ya, having a blast...well, sorta a blast here..hehehe...

anyway, first of, happy Halloween people, sorry that the picture wont come up in time, (the one for bogy, but again, the computer acted stupid and it was corrupted.)anyway, i got a friend over, but um..well, he's pretty much engaged as well, so im most likely the end of the stick. XD so thats a bummer.

any who, i'll work on the story a bit more....cause its so fun writing a fricken story, especially in Halloween. X3 so thats a good thing i suppose.

anyway, my father well check on the damaged new computer tomorrow and I'll have a status on that as well, hopefully most of the parts well be ok, though the hard drive might be dead, if not, then hazza! oh yeah, UPS sucks big time, use Fedex or hell, even the post office, they are alot more responsible, just to let ya know.

anyway, like i said, going to work on the story a bit more, touch up and fix up the first chapter, then get the second chapter ready for action. again, i still need to draw off some characters, but i might do it in chibi form, cause it well be faster. but thats about it for today.

anyway, happy Halloween, hope you get alot of candy, goodies, and such. oh, i was a single father for halloween, cause i had to push Isec, (moms friend kid) around, so that was fun. SEE YA FOLKS!!

stupid computer...

yeah, this computer is boiling my piss to the fucking limits, im hoping i could upgrade the powersupply and get some ram, then it well be alot...ALOT BETTER.

but this is all i have, and i dont have anyone else computer to borrow, so yeah, i need at least $100 dollers to upgrade it to work fine.

oh yeah, the computer deleted the picture of Bogy, so i have to scan it again, and of course, outline it again. >.<;; son of a bitch.

got alot of good ideas coming my way. X3 comic updates as well and a Antagonist riveled.

anyway, so i've been kinda brain storming some ideas to try and get this story higher, the story...well, it got alot bigger.

im not sure how long it well be, but might last over 50 chapters as far as i can see it, or maybe a little less, but if you add up the Chapter2A and such, it well be over 50 chapters. course i keep this ideas in my notes, and if i dont have my notes, in my head. im such a weird writer or im i normal by doing this sort of plan?

like in my last blog, i stated this is turning into a saw type script, in many cases, it is. why you may ask? well, considering there is 4 main characters, and a few Antagonist, its pretty self explanatory. course my favorite Human is Hank. (he appears in the third chapter, he's pretty kick ass if you ask me.) but enough on that.

i still need to draw characters out, course im done with drawing Bogy, i still need to draw the others out, including Hank. i wasnt going to put the guy in, but then after seeing saw 6, (one of the best saw movies out there.)i thought i would see where he can be put in, course i found a way, though he well probably be rarely seen in the series, he is ONE of the KEY characters that puts most of the puzzle pieces in the story. so in a way, he is a Major Character. im not saying how, but you'll find out.

anyway, the story got bigger, i added alot more contact, alot more story info, and of course, i cant say anything else at this moment, cause of SPOILERS. anyway, thats about it, thought i let you know that this comic is now on the top of my "to do" list.

have a great day, now im off!

P.S: if you havent seen Saw VI, but hated Saw IV and V, Saw VI is up there with Saw II, hell, maybe better, check it out if you seen the others first.

feels like im writing a saw movie.

no, im quite serious, those of you who have not seen it or looked it up and say it sucks, then your a fucking moron, end of discussion. i mean, almost all of my friends say they hate it, but they never seen it. so there. if you seen it and still hate it, then i respect that.

anyway, the story is turning into a saw type film. no, it has no traps or the likes, but some of the twist i want to put in it seem's like a saw type of thing. i mean, for a story about something little at first, it has grown quite big, BIG. i mean, now if i wanted to, i could add a side story, explaining some of the things that the main story can never explain cause of were it takes place. course i wont do that.....until i finish the main story.

so like i said, i finish the first chapter, starting on the second one as we speak, though i only started the second chapter, I've been planing ahead of how to make the story work, by notes! so don't worry, im working in order. but yeah, i finished a picture, so i'll post the outline later today, and if lucky, the colored version.

thats about it.

well, the story i just figured out, and character info...sorta.

yeah, unlike Elfen Lied, the main character (Jake) is one who wants to know why they are being experimented on, so during his chapters, he is usually trying to find connection of the government to find the answers, later, (when i say later, i mean way into the story.) the other 3 characters get wrapped into it. but if he has no clues, he hangs out with Aqua and Kate, usually Bogy.

anyway, the story for all 4 is quite different, Jack is finding the truth, Bogy is to try to live with humans, Aqua is kinda doing both, mostly living, and Kate, well, you'll see. of course, the organization is not just going to sit around and do nothing, cause Jake and Kate broke out, so they try to capture them, dead or alive though out the whole story. of course, its going to show the nasty side of the world as well as some good to it, anyway, i thought i tell about each character powers i suppose, each is quite different.

Jake: Telekinesis, he can form it into hands, blades, and spikes, though every demon has this ability, he is the only one who cant go over the limit on it, in other words, his body wont melt if he is using to much power. he also cant track any demons, but demons cant track him as well.

Bogy: nothing is really known about Bogy's power, though she is able to heal faster then others, her Telekinesis is however a small length of how far it can go, the only power that people know is that she can move fast, FAST!

Aqua: probably the most creative character i made, unlike other demons, she CAN'T use Telekinesis, but if there is any liquid around her (like blood, water, etc.) she is able to use that like the Telekinesis hands, blades, and spikes, and unlike the other's, she can form the liquid into spikes and fire at her enemies. because of her disadvantage, she usually carry's 3 water bottles, and if she really has to, she well hurt herself to use her blood.

Kate: her powers are unknown, but the organization has a eye on her more then Jake, so this leads to questioning. of course she has Telekinesis.

thats about it, and if your wondering why there are 3 girls as main characters, that is a answer that you well have to wait. that was a mouthful, but hope you find it that much more interesting.

Well, the story just got better....

yeah, I've been brainstorming on how the story well go along, and decided to do 4 main characters, and if so, 5 later on, so thats all goody and stuff. well, im taking a break from writeing and going to find a style for the comic (manga), and I've been reading lucky star, pretty funny, remains me of high school....no really.

anyway, i'm going to try to get the comic up on my DA account by the end of this month, its really rather a long shot, but there is some little dialog, cause its the begging, and a bit short as well.

oh yeah, the story just got...well, it got more contact, which means "MATURE" contact,due to nudity, violence (death scenes, some are just brutal.) and other stuff. so beware....
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BEWARE!!!
oh yeah, Saw VI was just epic, EPIC!!

writing writing writing!! and thought up the Style of Art for it.

and drawing, but more like writing, but the story is getting depressing, but i thought up a good way to start on Chapter 2, so thats good, though Chapter 2 takes place 10 YEARS after the first chapter. so it well be interesting to see how this works.

another note, pages may be up next week, if not, then consider it detailed or im writing some more, im going to draw all of the characters up to Chapter 2 this weekend, and the first A and B part well probably be Chapter 3, considering if i liked how Chapter 2 turns out.

again, almost, ALMOST done with Chapter 1, i need someone to proof read it, and it kinda starts out slow, though it is only the start of the story.

and if your wondering what style im taking this in, its my own way, its has some Anime with Invader Zim type of art, (EX. the bigger the pupil, the more innocent they are, the smaller, the more guilty/ evil they are.) so this might be interesting as well, though its more of the anime theme.

im going to see Saw VI, so whenever i get back, expect some pictures soon of characters. tell then, see ya.

weird dream i had....

maybe i should change the title of this blog, but then again....anyway, i had the weirdest dream, and it fits into this story im writing, which has no title yet.

anyway, it had one of my characters in it, who was a girl named Bogy, and no, thats not her real name, but she always said it was her name. anyway, so i before i had this dream, i wrote the story tell 1AM, and i made some character back story, one of them was Bogy, which is probably one of the saddest back story i made in ages. so it resloved around her, where she would just look after some of the other demon childs, this dream felt like it was alot of hate crimes, like one is a little demon girl, who died, and was hanging, and cut in half, and the wall said in blood "go back to hell demon" course it was disturbing, and it showed 3 more of the cases like this, so it was kinda disturbing, and i woke up at 9 A.M, i normally dont wake up that early.

thought i share it to ya, short dream, but weird.

holy fregeruger.

i've been typing the story like crazy, of course i shared it with a good friend, and told him the backstory of it, he says that its scary, cause its realistic, coming from him, it must be true.

anyway, like i said, i've been typing like crazy, im almost to the halfway point of the prologue, and i started last night, so yay! other then that, the RPG is on HOLD till i get some ideas, till then, i'll keep ya updated on both comic and game.

dont expect the art to be the best, but im going to take my time at drawing the comic, if i like it enough, i'll post it, if not, i'll see if a friend wants to draw it for me. i doubt that.

anyway, stay tuned, a picture might be up sooner then you think.

now i cant get that story out of my head..

if you didnt read that last long blog, then you wont get this post, but ever since i talked about that story i was making when i was at Middle School, i just cant get it out of my head now. i know its like Elfen Lied, but i want to make it anyway's. so here's the thing, i'm going to write it out, and if i think its good, i'll make it into a comic or manga or whatever the hell you want to call it. note its going to be dark, and might not be for the fainted heart, and i'll post it here and in DA. so other then that, i thought i let ya know. hopefully it well give me the boost i need to work on the RPG as well.

till then, give me 2-3 weeks before one page comes out. oh, its going to be black and white.

a brief history of how the game was started.

well, this is pretty long, so read if only you have time, i'll give you a minute....
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thats long enough.

so anyway, i thought i would tell how this game got started and the character's that made it in, note like i said its long, and it goes though my mind kinda crazy. so lets begin.

as far as i can remember, it started around middle school, in which i was board, and did not feel like drawing cause my whole family is "Melinda is such a good artist." so i kinda backed away and did not show anyone my art for a long long time. (not to the people around me here, but they dont know i started a blog) so instead i wrote. though i was raised by good people, at a young age i knew that people are hurtful (when i was 7 is when i learned that.) so i started to write a story about a boy who was different then others, because he was a deamon, plus is how that name came up to me. of course, he was teased, bullyed, and his only friend was a girl and his pet. of course, the girl betrays him by joining the bullying of him, they went as far as killing his pet, as soon as that happened, he went berserk, and killed them all, leaving only him. he leaves town and starts to plot revenge on the world.

i had to stop writing that story cause i kept it in a notebook, course i dont have it now, but my mom was wondering what i was writing, i told her it was nothing, but she was being noisy, so i had to stop or else i would have to go to therapy, which was brought up a few time's in my childhood.

funny thing, as soon as i watch Elfen Lied, it was like my story, kinda strange if you ask me, considering that it was not out in anime till a few years after i wrote that story, though i dont think i would continue that story, that major part with the betrayal and the girl turning on the boy really stuck to me, and well be in the game.

soon after about 30 pages, i had to stop like i said, and i started drawing again, though at the time i sucked at drawing humans, i did however, drew monsters. boy, i had a nack for it, course they weren't perfect but they were good enough, i would store it in a folder, in which i think is still somewhere, i gotta find it. but whatever demon i drew, it was how i was feeling, if i was sad, i drew a sad demon, happy, a good happy one, etc. etc. most of these demons made it in the game, but my drawing got better, and they look new to me.

at high school, i decided to try to write again, it was a same concept as the last story, but a different character, the character would soon later be named Phantom, who is in the game as a major part. but he was killed by the humans, because he was a deamon like the last character. i got about 50 pages in this one, instead of planing revenge, he pretty much just goes on killing them, he then later meets with the main character in the first story, which was pretty fun to write. this story, unlike the other one, also shows betrayal, abuse, and a hopeless feeling, however, it also had a little of a hope feeling that humans and deamon's would live together without violence but then again i never finished it, but it is in the game.

however, shortly later in my junior, i thought of making a comic of the first story, my art got better at the time and i was still not showing them. of course the comic was not made, but i might start on it again, cause i thought how it would end and it was one of those "untold" endings.

yay, were at the last part, im surprise how long this is getting, anyway, in my senior year, i started working on the RPG, but had no real course of action for it, so i decided to make it the old fashion way, a kingdom is threatening the world to gain power, a handful of heros would stop this power. of course, thats the first game in the making, of course, the characters form the story is in it, Phantom is one of the heros, however, the other, is not. unlike any other RPG, i want the player to feel the story, feel the sad times, the happy times, if possible, laugh and cry. it is hard to write a story like that, but i might be able to pull it off, but only time well tell.

and thats that, now that i think about it, my childhood was pretty fucked up at the time, and to this day, i still consider making that story come true. but until then folks, see ya and thanks if you read the whole thing, i respect you if ya did. tell then folks, good bye.

showing off a small sonic comic colletion.

i thought i would share them, to my knowledge, they are one of the rarest comics now a days, considering that they are old and was big in the 90's. i'll explain them of what they are.

top left: first issue of the sonic the hedgehog, in really good condition, almost mint. though it was given to me, it is by far one of the rarest comics i own. the price can go up to $30 to as much as $70 dollars

top meddle and top right: they are both issue 3 comics, and its not a misprint, one of them is before the first issue, as a test run, the other is the true one. the one in the middle can be worth up as much, perhaps more then the first issue, the right though, well, maybe $10-$20 bucks.

bottom left and middle: more issues back in the day, nothing more to say about that.

Bottom right: ah, the big one, this one had the first few chapters from the older issues, and is now a collection comic, i dont know how much this is worth, cause i never found it online. XD

yeah, there ya go, im quite proud that i still have these, and in good condition, so thats about it for this blog, see ya tell then.

BSU won!

great news there, we won, but it was a close game, but still. anyway, been working on the maps some more, im getting a bit better at making towns, but not by alot. might have a good friend help me on that one, for he plays a lot of RPG's. but other then that, nothing much is going on. a picture might be up soon, probably tomorrow.

just started.

well, im getting use to this blog site, and i put in a adult contact, because there are some drawings that i can't and wont post in DA, either because of nudity, violence, or even death. though they are all related to the game, there's two coming out sooner or later, one thats good for everyone, and another that is dark. course, there both are titled as Dawn of Chaos: Deamon Gate, the other is DoC: Legacy of Jezebeth. so feel free to stick around if you are interested.