i really don't know why, but still out of it. i might as well work on the game while I'm out of it (story wise, can't really do Gimp on this piece of shit.) so who knows. anyway, i've been feeling kinda blue cause of the shit people do.

Jasons a asshole half the time, so i don't even answer his calls half the time (he bitches about work and whatnot.) then there's people who bitch about school, and all i can do is listen to the bitcheness cause i don't go to school anymore! and that's just the tip of the iceberg here people!

alot of people piss me off, and i mean alot, even my friends find a way to do it. but i really only have like 3 friends now that i keep in touch, er...4, and 2 out of the 4 just boil my piss to the limit. i don't know why, they just find a way i say.

and note that they really don't know what i've been up to, but THEY bitch to ME. god damn, i don't bitch to any to them (for the most part, i keep it to myself cause it's not their problem.) but for the love of god, im not fucking Dr. Phil. i mean fuck, people just IM me now if they want something.

so that's why im out of it. i might be the only one who feels this way, but there, i bitched. like i said though, there is only 2 people who don't piss me off. (you know who ya are. X3)
till then folks, till fucken then.